Gravity

funny that im too lazy to write about the shit that happend in perhentian...overall all i can say that it was fun...though now its back to reality...the training for sukma is stepping up since its only a week away now...but shit is what shit is....i know life's a bitch but last week while watching something i realize a cold hard truth...everybody belongs somewhere...and everybody seems to got the other half of them selves...i was wondering when will i find mine...a while back i thought i found it already..turns out it was nothing but hypocryptic...i guess life truly is a bitch...

Island Fever

Just got back from perhentian island and my body is in a little mess coz i cought a fever...must be one of those island thingy...what thingy i dont know...but i think i heard it somewhere before that something something something and you will caught a fever...this boring entry shows you how much i hate getting sick..not only that,i have a friendly match to play tomorrow against the po po mainly the police rugby force..hahaha..what the fuck am i writing...im half awake so i dont really care what others will think anyways...fuck you guys..later i tell you about my vacation...stupid fever~~

In the cover of doubt

Just a quick word before i depart to the Gustave Romane long delayed trip to somewhere sweet and nice...hurm....whats the Gustave Romane?well i'll explain later...for now i want to ramble and shamble about something else...what it is that i want to talk about is kinda unknown to me too...i just feel like writing and thats a common thing to me...this trip is better be good coz lately, if seen through my eyes, there's a lot of tension among us and with our selves...its hard hard to notice but its definitely there....hey, every funcitonal family or system need a break once in a while right?now this system definitely need a break right now because truthfully, everybody been busy this year with their own stuff like career, studies, dreams, family, girlfriends, boyfriend(for hakim la), and stuff like that...we dont hang out often like we use to anymore...but hey thats normal laaa...thats what i call "the price of growing older"....yeah....pretty soon each one of us is going to get married and have a family and we'll be busier than a buzzing bee up in the tree...so as im waiting here waiting for a friend of mine to pick up, im just gonna keep writing everything that came up in my brain....one day the bell will ring and the sun will stop rising and with it, the light that shines our foolish way will fade in vain and for us humans, repent is the only way...but untill that moment, LIVE BIG!!LIVE LIKE CRAZY MOTHER FUCKERS!!LIVE SO THAT YOUR CONTRIBUTION WILL NOT BE IN VAIN!!!just one thing;JANGAN SESEKALI MENYUSAHKAN ORANG LAIN

Going Global

Hye,im sydan...at least thats what they call me...and of course like many other people that walk this earth before me i have a bunch of nicknames,callsign and stuff like that...but usually i encourage them to call me sydan coz its simple and its a part of my real name...who the fuck am i?i like to think my self as a simple person though funny enough a few share of people been labelling me as complicated or sometimes eccentric...some call me weird...but to me, the people who said that are weird coz everytime i ask them why im weird they cant really answer that...funny thing is, i usually write my ramblings on paper coz i love to play around with pen and paper but lately i have a hard time doing so because most of the work done by the modern world nowdays are through the computers and the internet...thats fine with me but a while back, my friend told me that i should start a fucking blog because of something something bla bla bla and something something...so here i am, putting my random thoughts into this thing that you humans called blog...i wonder whats the deal with blogging anyways....but im gonna try either way...fuck this...im going to perhentian island tonight and i still haven't pack yet...a lil feverish is what i feel and impatient....and now, hungry...fuck the world and its will...fuck you warmongers out there, and fuck ourselves