Feels like im getting old

i think im too tired to be young and hip and everything....feels like its time to settle down...but given the situation and timing right now i still got waaaaaaay to go before anything like that is ever possible...but still, young people seems younger these days and it feels like im separated by an ocean of diffrence between me and someone who is one or two years younger than me...nyways i dont care...fuckallate

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4th dimesional

Here's something that just dont seems to make any sense but the sensless sense nothing while sense's comes from one perception though vary its still there...






shining tears of tundra,
blistering cold confine the freedom,
once freed from the hunger,
now the waves obstruct the ways,
for grief and gloom wandering the air,
peace and solace darken out of place,
shiver consturct the destructions of minds,
clouded in the depth of uncertainty,
vanity collapse in the brink of desperation,
roaming free towards the bliss,
void towering the sight,
those that are grasped are not caged,
burned visions and now its finish,
denied be the absolute,
stuttering rain floods the valley,
pieces stumble across the ocean,
shattered sounds rumbling the ground,
thus its here and it will laired,
and finally this is the absolute end.....

Rockumentary Rock the Mortuary

We the Gustave Romane have this crazy idea to make a documentary or a series of short episode about us and nothing in paticular....i'll be the producer and director and fuck you haters...peace out

Follow Me

Those are the ways to glory

nothing is nothing

i am turning into nothing again...i dont feel sad,sorrow,anger,happy or anything...further down this road is nothing..nothing awaits me...its like sitting inside nothingness of nothing and nothing is going to come to nothing...although to some nothing may be a good news, but i've been there before,its not that pleassureable and also not that suffercating..just nothing...nothingness that bores you day in and day out...before i was lucky to be pulled out of the nothingness of life but right now things are just steady...it makes no sense when it is written in words....but then again nothing makes no sense when it is nothing....before i have a lot and now i have a few...there and then,here and now....destiny rules the nothings or the nothings are nothings?





force and preassure was apply to the nerves and center of the mountains should it breaks or should it lean,towards the sea and onto the stars the wind blows yet again?glitters glow shine the way,for whence it go i do not know.stars stuttered dreams amidst the fog,shall we contain our own thoughts?questions are the answers you might need but then again we might not need the questions at hand for it is all but the same dilema and it is to wonder for the answers and answers are questions.logics governs the mind and actions.sense guides the way.impulse and emotions are often oppose and negate the other way around for it has always been the ways of men.shut forth the eyes,silence the voice and bury the doubts for it is in many ways are knives slitting the sense of man.again when nothing is nothing,everything becomes nothing

Fly and Turn, waves thrust the skies

Jealousy....it is an issue....to have it is one of the symbol of love...but to what extend?too little and it seems like you dont care, too much and you will choke your partner...jealousy is a funny business and it can go really nasty at times...recently i heard stories from someone about their problems with jealousy...its kinda funny actually...cant take the heat?then dont play with fire...stupid....what it seems to me is, people nowdays really dont know how to love someone...they only know how to love somethings....hahaha..really really stupid i tell...kids lemme tell you this,your partner is not a car!they dont exist in this world just to satisfy your own need...they're not suppose to do everything that you want em' to do...its ok to be jealous,but to be jealous over little things to a great extend?thats absurd to the max and beyond...control it or mark these words carefully, Lose your partner..

shit its interesting

fuck it...im in the state that i dont want to be...IN LOVE.....either if im in love with things or with a person, i dont want to be in it...love is a fucking lie...love is the art of deception and i want to be far away from it...stay the fuck away from me!!!i dont want to even come near to love with all those shit