Call me crazy but this one is for you

You will always have a fucking choice....you let them rule you and your life isnt going to be about you soon, its going to be about what you do to pleased them...and where's that gonna leave you?misreable like you always are...why?because you always so concern about them who in reallity doesent really care about you because they will always have their own selfish agenda's in gaining for their own side...personally i dont think they even care about you other than for you to act so that they feel happy...for once in your life do something that makes you happy...and that shit that goes "im happy if they're happy" kinda crap is a total nonsense because thats just to sooth a bit of your pain...thats like taking drugs, and everybody knows drugs will be your downfall...you are pretty stupid...you may be smart in studies and academics but you suck at making yourself happy...im not saying you should be totally selfish...im saying fuck all of them and make yourself happy for once in your misreable life...why am i being rude?because like them you dont response to a normal conversation...dont give me crap about you think what i've said either coz cleary you dont listen...things that i say would go wrong did go wrong with you...you say you wanted to change...well no change being made and it seems you're going to be in the same state as your first one...people will rot and will do their worst...whats the diffrent with me?i rot long ago and even though im not nice and say things that hurts,its the fucking truth...i dont hide behind pretend manners and nice words...