Bodoh

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CHOICE

There's no way?dont worry i will find one or i will make one...

sodomy

Fate have a way to probe your backside...a hard hitting unsuspecting stroke of luck as they say....i have my own views and you have yours...fate is not ultimately fixed as the will can change the pre-determined....this can be a rambling fool's perspective but this can also be the truth...truth is a flexible concept depending on who's side you're on...chicken shit, fried cocks and steamed butt...fuck the truth and fuck you...go with the flow and you'll end up falling from a 50000 meters waterfall coz the flow gotta end somewhere, might as well end while we're still at the river...songsang sisi songsang lada, mari makan roti jala, songsang jalan mencari bala, baik takyah jalan kita kurangkan suda....pening to the maxxx with triple X...

Call me crazy but this one is for you

You will always have a fucking choice....you let them rule you and your life isnt going to be about you soon, its going to be about what you do to pleased them...and where's that gonna leave you?misreable like you always are...why?because you always so concern about them who in reallity doesent really care about you because they will always have their own selfish agenda's in gaining for their own side...personally i dont think they even care about you other than for you to act so that they feel happy...for once in your life do something that makes you happy...and that shit that goes "im happy if they're happy" kinda crap is a total nonsense because thats just to sooth a bit of your pain...thats like taking drugs, and everybody knows drugs will be your downfall...you are pretty stupid...you may be smart in studies and academics but you suck at making yourself happy...im not saying you should be totally selfish...im saying fuck all of them and make yourself happy for once in your misreable life...why am i being rude?because like them you dont response to a normal conversation...dont give me crap about you think what i've said either coz cleary you dont listen...things that i say would go wrong did go wrong with you...you say you wanted to change...well no change being made and it seems you're going to be in the same state as your first one...people will rot and will do their worst...whats the diffrent with me?i rot long ago and even though im not nice and say things that hurts,its the fucking truth...i dont hide behind pretend manners and nice words...

Feels like im getting old

i think im too tired to be young and hip and everything....feels like its time to settle down...but given the situation and timing right now i still got waaaaaaay to go before anything like that is ever possible...but still, young people seems younger these days and it feels like im separated by an ocean of diffrence between me and someone who is one or two years younger than me...nyways i dont care...fuckallate

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4th dimesional

Here's something that just dont seems to make any sense but the sensless sense nothing while sense's comes from one perception though vary its still there...






shining tears of tundra,
blistering cold confine the freedom,
once freed from the hunger,
now the waves obstruct the ways,
for grief and gloom wandering the air,
peace and solace darken out of place,
shiver consturct the destructions of minds,
clouded in the depth of uncertainty,
vanity collapse in the brink of desperation,
roaming free towards the bliss,
void towering the sight,
those that are grasped are not caged,
burned visions and now its finish,
denied be the absolute,
stuttering rain floods the valley,
pieces stumble across the ocean,
shattered sounds rumbling the ground,
thus its here and it will laired,
and finally this is the absolute end.....